i hate my FUCKiNG LiFE

i alwayz hate it!
because of my haters nd poserz!
fuck them!

when i started high school

This is when i was only on 6th grade..im from the phil..=))..

okei lets start..

this is when i first saw my crush on high school..

this happen on july 8,2007

,,it is exactly 9:28 in the morning

..i first know him when he said "LET ME EXPLAiN" in the front of our whole class..

..and he's really cute

so that i have a crush on him!...

exactly @ october 1, 2007,,

he told our whole class that HE HAS A CRUSH ON ME!
oh my gosh..i dont know what to do at that time because our whole class said"YEHHH!!"

..i'm so shy!...because of that i walk out of our classroom

..on the other day was he's birthday..

..nd my other classmates gave him a gift

..then my bestfriend ask me if i had a gift too...juz for him

..i said

..i dont have any...

so they juz laugh =))

..on OCTOBER 4,2007

he suit me...

..the whole class know...

..i was so VERY fuckin' shy!..

..i dont know what to do at that very moment

..OMG!

..he just suit me for just 2 dayz

..because on october 6,2007

i said to him that i cant be her GiRLFRiEND because im so young

..i was only 12 years old

..then it hurt him so much...

..i have no idea whatto do at that very moment

.....then it is JANUARY 2008

..when i felt that i still love him

..then i told him what i feel

..he just FUCKiN' iGNORE iT because of what i have done to him

....then it BROKE my FUCKiN' heart very much

...i dont know what to do until now

..i always think of him whenever i remember what i FUCKiN' done to him

..=((..so sad

...

i STiLL FUCKiN' LOVE HiM!